Where would you choose to spend your life?

Knowing now what i didn't know back then, through my journey's of 'kick ass' really good stuff of a journey to be totally in love with, and which I chose (sadly enough) to ignore due to connections of such worldly existence's of an ignorant  family  upbringing, made my life a living hell.
 
Through time I felt my passionate and energetic self  failing/fading a bit behind, and felt myself getting distracted through the every day governmental way of a life style that was and still is known for it's greedy laws than for the rightful birth of "making love not war," and to health and nourishment for All regarding schooling of a proper education and nourishment as far as earth, water, food and clean air was/is concerned.  It made me feel a little less respectful of myself, and felt yuky of whom I was becoming, from this passionate and rebelous loving individual I had carried for so long.
 
I was 14 when I felt that passion of me starting to fade away, little by each day, from society/family rules, and ventured off one early afternoon to a place near a lake....put on a nap-sack filled with food, and literally carried a Huge canoe over my head, ores and all, and walked 2 and a half miles up wind and hills to Lake Ramsey.  (Sudbury,Ont), ...hee-hee.  I said to myself, after a water stroll and nature walk outing, that going back home would be a breeze because i'll have the wind on my back as apposed to facing it, right? Well no such luck!  The wind turned, and I found myself facing the wind going back home as well...good thing was that most of the road was down hill.....didn't get me home any faster by any means, just made me end up cursing....A LOT!!  The bouncing end of the canoe behind me, due to the wind was just as hard to control as it was for me to keep the front from tipping forward...i swore that the wind was even more stronger going home as it was getting there to my started destination.

This sort of spiritual journey, at the time, was what was needed because I had woken up that morning not feeling my Mother God around me as strong as I had felt in the past and felt I was losing her......it was a Really scary feeling, and my need and an urgency to find her again was my quest that day, to get in touch with Her again!  And yes, teenagers really do crazy things, but passion/determination, and LOTS of energy  is also what they have going for them - very strong when at that age, right:).....(hormones, big time coursing through their veins)  :-))

One can indeed get so lost through time of being run over by government/ family standards of living and busy life style that it can rob ones spirit/innocence/passion from blossoming into the person one is born with - of that one is supposed to grow into to know, respect and nurture, if you let/wish it.... (read it again, it totaly makes sense:)

So my answer for Me to this question would be to never get so run down/bombarded with a wave that you find yourself swimming into waters of this injustice, and 'stick your big wet finger high in the air.....you know..... to feel which way the wind is blowing..lol, before venturing out in this mass world of many snobs, greed, and unbalanced braineroo's, huh:-))

"V" and Love, my friends....ALL over tis world

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